Make a Mistake-Brad Paisley

You over think things
You say what if we`re not meant to be
Well you know what, so what
Make a mistake with me

Nobody goes through this life and does
Everything perfectly
We`re all gonna fail so you might as well
Make a mistake with me

Sometimes baby when we take
A chance that has this much at stake
We look back and in hindsight
What seemed wrong looks more like right

So I say worst case we`ll be left with
Lots of good memories
This chance we have well it`s worth that
So make a mistake with me

I`m tellin` you the right thing to do
Is make a mistake
Make a mistake
Make a mistake with me

Cookies and friends make everything better :) Even if i am still frustrated.

Tonight was fun. Can't wait for tomorrooow. Christmas/Hat party here I come.  I'm ready to see a bunch of people I haven't seen from high school. Should be awesome!

And hanging out with Carlo tonight was actually normal. I finally feel like he's not trying to get me to get back together with him. Took a year, but better late than never i guess.

I keep getting drunk texts from my fav sophomore from senior year in HS. Maybe like.. once every two weeks? He's coming to Tx State in the Fall. heh definately hope its just drunk pick up lines and not real ones. Either way it'll be interesting to find out.

"Damn straight, cause you're the bomb. like tic tic."

Ok lil wayne...

awkward. just awkward.

Evanescence-Paper Flowers

I linger in the doorway
Of alarm clock screaming monsters
Calling my name
Let me stay
Where the wind will whisper to me
Where the raindrops as
They're falling tell a story


In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me


I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me
Don't say I'm out of touch
With this rampant chaos, your reality
I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge
The nightmare I built my own world to escape


In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me


Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming
Cannot cease for the fear
Of silent nights
Oh how I long for the deep sleep dreaming
The goddess of imaginary light


In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me

Clint's right, to the unknown eye my entries have been sporadic.

heh not so much really. I've been making a lot of private ones. Just thoughts I'm not really ready for the public to know yet. I'm sure some could guess them but you'd have to know me pretty well.

But I will say this.

1. I had two really long conversations yesterday that made me think way too much. (in a good way)

2. I'm hoping this break helps me.

3. I've been stuck in an awkward place for awhile and I'm ready to get out of it. When will I be able to? That answer still remains unsaid. And I'm not forcing it to be said either. Still playing the waiting game.

Not too fond of this game though, i can say that much

"God is Great, Beer is [not] good, and people are [definately] crazy"

Yeah i edited those lyrics a little bit.

Goodnight and good luck

All Around Me- Flyleaf

my hands are searching for you
my arms are out stretched towards you
i feel you on my fingertips
my tongue dances behind my lips
for you

im alive, im alive
i can feel you all around me
thickening the air i'm breathing
holding on to what i'm feeling
savouring this heart that's healing

my hands float up above me
and you whisper you love me
and i began to fly into our secret place
the music makes me sway
the angels singing say we are alone with you
i am am alone and they are too few

im alive, im alive
i can feel you all around me
thickening the air i'm breathing
holding on to what i'm feeling
savouring this heart that's healing

and so i cry
the light is white
and i see you

im alive, im alive
im alive
i can feel you
all around me
thickening the air i'm breathing
holding on to what i'm feeling
savouring this heart that's healing

take my hand i give it to you
now you want me all i am
you said you would never leave me
i believe you, i believe

i can feel you all around me
thickening the air i'm breathing
holding on to what i'm feeling
savouring this heart that's healed.