I don't really care much about you persay... not anymore... you kind of burned that bridge with the heart ache and betrayal you left me with.. I care about your life and that you're doing well and that you're happy.. kudos to you for all of your successes in life. I hope you have a rewarding experience.  I do not care what you think of me.

I do care that I was so hurt without warning and without sufficient reason. I will never understand how someone can completely just stop talking to a person they claimed to care about or at least like in some sense or nature.  It is incomprehensible to me. Whenever you asked me that day why I looked so glum as i left the party, I gave you a rather long drawn out answer because I was being nice and I didn't really want to say what was on my head: "you fucked me over and clearly you don't give a damn"

You've given me trust issues that I had long forgotten. They've been renewed in me and I don't like them at all.

I suppose it makes me more cautious. But i wonder if it will also make me pass something up one day.